Strange New Pains of Healing

Dearest All: Been feeling any measure of different pains, different days. In this now moment, of OUR Year of the Lord and Lady November 29, 2011. My bones are aching because they are healing. It feels really strange. How do I know this is truth. Well, the hurting is in all the locations where I broke bones or injured facia in my active life. Had numerous bike wrecks and ski falls and sprained ankles from sports. And, Boy O Boy do they talk back when this healing game of kundalini and The Golden Elixir starts to really flow through the system. At least it is my experience of late.

Resolution of the Paradox: Lots of Pain and Healing

My front teeth are hurting, I can remember getting smacked in the mouth during a racquetball match years ago. I had a busted lip for two months from that little injury. My left wrist is aching as well, broke it in fifth grade running more like falling on it in dodge ball. My right hand got squished in a bike wreck; went through reconstructive surgery and wore titanium pins in two fingers for eight or so weeks. My ankles are aching as well. Thanks to high school basketball. I can remember going up for a rebound and coming down on someone else's foot and hearing a crunching noise as I went to the floor in pain. Walked on crutches for weeks after that incident. Sprained them both at various times during basketball years. My ears are aching something awful too...The inner ear bones. [Listening to my Mother bitch for years, hurt my ears :)] Then I had two hip pointers from another bike wreck in my 20's and another knee injury from bike wrecks and ski falls. Not to mention seven years of Judo and Tai Kwan Doe. Well, I know this is healing and reading this list of aches makes me not wonder so much why I am aching. I did have a grand night of Flowing and Drinking  Nectar. It was so very hard to get out of bed this morning to face the pain in my body. Geez, I could barely walk for the bone pain this morning. Finally, made it to the hot tub to soak out the pain and heat up my Chi. Feelin' much better in the pm hours after a good steam bath as well.


Blessings Be to all those feeling any similiar pain. It ain't been too FUN! Glory daze do come at a price.
For Freedom is not FREE; someone always pays the price.

I have never smoked, not even waky tabacky. But, let me say that these times of drunken soberness - Satchidananda LSD days sure make me appreciate state training with those substances,,,. In small doses with folks around who understand the goals of training. Speaking of training............

http://youtu.be/OytczbXgeSw

I can relate to some of these downhill falls. In Judo one learns the art of rolling and falling. The gang I skied with jokingly called me Eggplant...Headplant the Eggplant. Once upon a time, used to think that the fall was just as much fun as the ride, tumbling and rolling down the hill was fun. Gotta admit the charm of a Green powder packed slope holds more charm in these days of psychedelically painted pain filled moments of healing the Anamaya Kosha. Anybody up for some powder skiing???

Om, Shanti, Shanti, Shanti, hOMe.

Ashoka Aurora Ishaya
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Gnothi Seauton–Know Thyself

In some circles speaking of Thyself would indicate that one is only operating out of the Ego Self and that the Ethnocentric Self has yet to be developed or the World Centric Self is not even present. My intention in sharing my journey is to encourage others to walk the path of Self Knowledge. Specifically in regards to how this Alchemical journey is unfolding in my female body of late.

Most recently, as the O Soma Drop  has developed into a Running River of Bliss down my throat, feels like when you have a nose bleed but in this case it is not blood flowing down my throat. This flowing Nectar of Immortality has caused a new level of transformation in my digestive system. Months ago, I would feel the need to swallow occasionally to ease the passing of the fluid down my throat. Now I work to hold my throat open to allow for the fluid to just flow. Why do I add this practice to my regimen? Well with all the other body pains my neck/swallowing muscles were beginning to ache quite a bit. So, now I try NOT to swallow so much and just let it flow.

My understanding of this process is that the chemicals produced by my activated brain chemistry is now concentrating and activating the transformation of my digestive processes. What does that actually feel like in my body??? A burning sensation that at times reminds me of heart burn, a pretty severe case of it. The sensation begins in my stomach and flashes upward. I try to keep eating small portions of almonds, fruit and I found ginger chews aid to keep the accompanying nausea at bay as well. It gets really painful when my stomach is empty!!! Much worse in the morning after a night of drinking The Nectar of Immortality.

So, now in addition to my skull sutures aching, my ovaries pulsing at times, my breasts feeling like they are lactating, my thymus aching, my ears ringing for long periods of time every time a fire truck or police car drives by with it’s sirens wailing, my eyes burning when I read too long [which causes heat in my liver…] my stomach is feeling like someone built a campfire in it…literally!

YES, the joys and delights of Enlightenment. How do I love Thee, let me count the ways.

Supreme bliss comes to the Yogi whose mind is at Peace,
whose Passion has subsided and who is stainless and has become one with Brahman.
From the Jnaneswari text, Chapter 6, Verse 27 (Jnaneswari.com)
Ashoka Ishaya
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Spiritual Emergence of the Divine Feminine: The EVE II Complex

The anthropological community has been searching to identify where and when the First Eve evolved. What I refer to as the EVE II Complex is taking place in our post-modern culture as an evolutionary process. And like the Madonna/Whore Complex the EVE II Complex is pervasive. If affects how we interpret our reality, how we express our SEXUALITY, how we communicate and see the outer world. Changes of consciousness are subtle. When they occur at the physical level they can be misconstrued as a disease process. And, they are not so subtle. They can be powerful and cause much discomfort…OR NOT! What do the numbers of Breast Cancer cases indicate? What about the numbers of Prostate Cancer? 

A Figure to Figure: Originally drawn by W.E. Hill Is the woman Youngish or oldish? Large nosed or normal?

Perspectives: What do you sense taking place evolution or disease?

Hopefully, by reading my account it will ease the journey and resolve the mystery of the process for others who are experiencing like changes and to CHOOSE a different path in resolving our obscurations. The undertaking of evolution is to become AWARE of the process and to engage it with compassion and understanding.

Most recently, I underwent another level of purification. Back in April of 2011 (see April 11^th blog) I felt fluids flowing from my eyes, nose and ears. It was not blood! This August, during the high heat of summer MUCUS started flowing from my eyes and nose [really yellowy, gunky stuff!!!] and more clear fluids and waxy effluent from my ears. Believe me it if it sounds gross, it was even worse to experience. For three and half days it just rolled out of my eyes and clotted up my nose. Lots of other pains and gains took place during those weeks as well. To sum it up, I stepped into an expanded space and began to walk. And when I mean walk, I mean miles of walking for weeks…two and half or three weeks of walking. I ended up sleeping on the beach, in the park, on the bus…when I wasn’t walking. The energy of the expansion just moved me. Now could I have sat during that time? Could I have done hours of Yoga instead? Well, looking back it would have been a better option. Making smarter choices in every now moment is the Name of the Game. Did I learn quite a bit about many systems? Where bus routes take a person, how to dock a boat properly, and what is the next level of learning one needs to focus on…Yes most emphatically! Would I make the same choices I did back then? I pray and practice for higher outcomes each day as I walk my path.

Along with the purification of my central channel/sushumna which is when the Kundalini flows upward along the central channel, my EYESIGHT has moved into new modes of operation. During my walkabout, I stepped into seeing GOLD. I had experienced it on occasion before, but not like this. It was not like looking around and sensing a few golden objects here and there. It is like the scenes in Matrix III, when Keenau Reeves is wearing the blindfold and he is

sensing the scenes around as different densities of GOLD….everything is GOLD, everywhere! Just different densities and depths of golden stuff all around, like looking into a Magic Eye Picture of Golden Reality. It took awhile to figure out how to focus back into this flatland of regular reality….days of Golden landscapes.

Magic Eye II 3D Illusions by N.E. Thing Enterprises

Keep looking !!! Can you see something in the Blue area? Keep Looking, focus by moving your nose closer and then further by a tiny distance. Allow your mind to expand...

Keep looking there is more there!

And at times, I get into what I refer to as Yellow Submarine times. Do you remember seeing the movie Yellow Submarine? The one that pictorially expressed their music? When those psychedelic scenes come into my awareness I know it is time to go do Yoga or lift weights. The chemicals in my brain are concentrating and I need to move to circulate them throughout my body. In contrast I think the Beatles were looking through the eyes of some kind of street drugs to sense those scenes. That has not been the case for this little Monk. I know better than to take those concoctions. It is enough to reason through this Land of The Flowing Nectar of Immortality. These days it flows pretty steadily. 

Most recently, I have been working with my hunger response and dealing with nausea. My digestive system is purifying. It is a rolling feeling in my guts and then at times I feel lots of heat and tingling moving through my intestinal area. It has been hard to keep solid food down. I was  eating more organic vegetables this past summer. Most recently, it has been a small amount of grains, fruit and nuts. I am challenged not to reach for my emotional comfort foods: Fried Chicken is my worse. The nausea makes Train and bus rides challenging. I have embraced walking more each day.

Living in the city is a challenge all by itself. And then when ambulances and police cars set off their sirens my ears set to ringing! The reverberation can be annoying for longer times afterwards if they rolled right by me. 

I ask and challenge all those reading these words? What are your daily practices? What are your goals in Life? How do you define God/Goddess? What is your experience of realty? Do you meditate? Do you have to take street drugs to alter your 3D reality? Want to join US on this Yellow/Golden Brick Road?

I’m trippin’ on Love.

What yous guys trippin’ ON???

Eternally Yours,

Ashoka Ishaya

www.ishayaintegralcoaching.com

www.kundaliniinitiator.com

Summertime Fun....

Had a few memorable events these last few weeks wanted to blog about.

Attended a Tantric meet up and paired up with a Master Male Yoga instructor [He teaches other folks how to become Yoga Instructors.] to step through some of the processes the Activatress had planned for the evening. One of the processes we had to engage in was face your partner and focus on your Third eye region….The Center of Your Skull, and then one partner extended their awareness and focused on the other as Giver and then u became Receiver. As we turned to face each other, [The Master Yoga Instructor and I began eye gazing.]  My O Soma Drop began dripping profusely! During the exchange the 30 or so folks in the room were quietly engaging in focusing and sharing and then there was the sound of someone swallowing, a number of times in a row. And, then starting to giggle as I started to rush….and swallowing some more and at the end of the exchange I was working not to burst out laughing and rolling on the floor. Mr. Yoga Instructor [first time I had ever met him.] leaned over and whispered I want what you are ON!!!

Then one day a few weeks ago, I had to go for a walk to ground down and played the “What is THAT game.” ….Slowly walking around identifying That’s a CAR, That’s a DOG, That’s a TREE, planting one foot firmly after another, following my Yellow Brick Road… workin’ not to point and laugh. Made it to a local department store where another Man walked up to me and asked, “You’re feelin’ good, Huh? Ya selling any of that stuff?” This guy had obviously recognized my state of expansion as I worked to push the cart around the store identifying TOWELS, TOY TRUCKS, MILK CARTONS, CANDLES….I don’t think I was wearing my sunglasses at the time??? My eyes get dilated the size of dimes at times. And, I have to stay hydrated making sure to drink enough water because the Brain Burn gets tough to deal with at times. Speaking of Water…

Then just last Friday night went for a Full Moon Sail. A party of 10 of us went out on Lake Michigan. We had a sublime Orange-Glowing, low hanging, Full Moon to guide us out of the harbor….Soooo absolutely Beautiful sight! Sister Gaia in HER Glory.  When we got out on the water,  some of us dared the elements to go swimming off the Bow… Too Glorious an experience! As I hung onto the safety line dragging through the water behind the boat, the warm, luxurious water was washing over me at a slow pace (2-3 knots tops) very sensual experience and very stimulating…and O My O Soma Drop started kickin in over-time!!! The other folks on the boat were nodding off and there was I drifting in the Endless Ocean of Bliss, dripping and singing and howling at the Moon. The water was rushing over me, around me and I was RUSHING!!!!!!!! On Fire and quaking with the Beauty and Love of Nature.

He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.
All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.
Kahlil Gibran
The Prophet, On Love

My experience was definitely contrasting to the others present on our Full Moon Cruise!!! Thank you, Thank you, Thank you Jayme and Alan for the lovely adventure.

Close your eyes

Do you feel my heart beating

Do YOU FEEL the Same

Am I only Dreaming

OR is this Burning an Eternal Flame????????????????????????????

Eternally Yours,

Ashoka Ishaya

To the Tipping Point

            And Beyond…..

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Magnum Opus

Met a very interesting woman during my travels today. She is visiting my City from Hawaii. She is a research psychologist working with community mental health care clinics/agencies to aid them to inquire into monitoring and activating the archetypes of their communities. [Thank you Ms. Psychologist for your words of wisdom and gracious conversation. Aloha!]

In conjunction with this synchronistic conversation, I have been reading a book entitled: Aging, Death and the Quest for Immortality. In the final pages of this treatise, it speaks of the Art of Alchemy and the search for the magnum opus. “The Philosopher’s Stone would become the glimmering “elixir of life, “ the universal cure for all diseases. Producing the Philosopher’s Stone was the alchemist’s ultimate dream, for it alone was imagined to be capable of prolonging life indefinitely and securing for the alchemist the “virtue” of eternal youth. The laborious task of producing the Philosopher’s Stone was termed the magnum opus, or GREAT WORK.

As our Great Wheel of Life turns to create the next evolution of our creation, how do we work to reveal the concealed truth on the next rung of our ladder of manifestation? What archetypes are needed in this tumultuous time of transition and turbulence? Can we Co-create this transformation through CREATIVITY and not destruction? Can we evolve the OLD ways of conflict resolution?  How do we manifest a New World Order that serves the Greater Good? How do we fulfill the prophesied completion of our time as spoken of in (1 Corinthians 15:51-54) Behold, I tell you a mystery; We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trump: for the trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed. For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality. So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory. 

Historically Western Cultures have labeled this path of the Quest for Immortality as the Path of the Red Lion. Can we collectively, journey together to support our social alchemy to manifest this dream into reality? Is this magnum opus too Great a Work for our time? Can supporting the truth of this laborious task become the goal of our New World Order?

 Blessings Be,

Ashoka Aurora Ishaya

http://www.ishayaintegralcoaching.com/

http://www.kundaliniinitiator.com/



Amortal or Truly Immortality???

Read an article in some magazine lately that labeled the search for the

Fountain of Youth

 in Hollywood as AMORTAL. Seems Immortality  has a new label = AMORTAL. Seems folks are not aging in their pictures and taking to many procedures to maintain their youthful look....Cher and Madonna come to mind in this moment. [http://slumz.boxden.com/f218/madonna-immortal-new-pics-met-ball-nyc-may-2011-a-1538998/ ]

And Madonna is big into the Kabbalah as well. Madonna some day when you read this, want to learn a deeper meaning of the ...

Kabbalah????

I have found lately that when I awaken while lying on either side, I awaken to feeling the O Soma Drop dripping. When  I awaken lying on my back my tongue is curled in my mouth. Almost every morning I have to move through a time of struggling to get conscious as if through a drugged fog and push out of the horizontal connection with my bed, into a vertical awareness of my body. And these days that has become very difficult because of the pain I have been experiencing in most of my glands =especially my throat of late.

So what do I sense is taking place. Well, two years ago when my chakras were shifting into a total upward aspect, I was experiencing a great deal of pain as well. It took about 6 months to resolve. What did I understand about that stage of transformation?

From Enlightenment by MSI, Appendix 2 = The i∂a and the pi∫galaoriginate in the base chakra and terminate in the sixth chakra. The pi∫gala is white and carriessolar energy and the forces of the day. This energy moves our consciousness upward toward the rational. The i∂a is black and carries lunar energy and the forces of the night. Its downward movement takes us into the unconscious, the source of regeneration, creativity and intuition. In the average person, life energy flows primarily along the i∂a and the pi∫gala, supplying energy to the sense organs and faculties of awareness that maintain the illusion of the world. It is only with the awakening of enlightenment that the energy flows fully and completely up the central channel, the suΩumna. When this happens, the chakras reverse their orientation from downward and outward to upward and inward. [page 295 of the electronic version…If you are interested in reading the text email me and I will send you the ebook! The book Enlightenment is MSI’s crowning work!  And, if you are interested in learning Ascension…Please see http://www.ishayaintegralcoaching.com/]

PS – I have folks reading this blog from all over the world. Have you learned how to Ascend yet???

So why all the pain and what is changing now? Well, I can only surmise by the level of turmoil in my system that the same kind of energetic process is taking place but in REVERSE!!! My chakras are reversing again as my chakras have grown to stabilize an always, all the time level of inflation, if you will. A month ago I started taking Iodide to alleviate the pain in my neck and to kick up my metabolism to another level. I went through a major expansion in February. When the drip was constantly dripping there for 3 ½ to 4 days in a row. In Chinese Medicine the drip is considered an overflow of good chemicals that need to stay circulating in the blood stream. So, over the last two years I kept growing practices that kept the drip from dripping! And now the chemicals have grown my glands into a new level of pain!!!! My breasts feel like they are lactating, fulminating. They grew from a size C to DDD!

And, here I go trying to figure out what is the next body of practices I need to learn to move out of this pain!!!

I have stepped up my pranayama practices to condition my body to be able to absorb more prana. I am working a part-time position that has pushed me to do a great deal of physical labor…cleaning and painting boats!  And, the pain levels from that conditioning are over the top for it to be just muscle soreness from physical conditioning. The pain in my lungs increases daily along with the soreness at the sides of my neck!!! Have yous guys heard of cases when babies were born with what can only be gills exposed??? [Is the Human Embryo Essentially a Fish with Gills?
by David N. Menton, Ph.D.] http://www.gennet.org/.

Because of the pain in my neck and the pain in my lungs, I can only surmise that this stage of development is pushing me to become a breatharian.

Onward and Upward

To infinity and Beyond

Ashoka Aurora Ishaya

www.ishayaintegralcoaching.com



Solve et Coagula

Well, recently I experienced another expansion. I woke up around 3am with the scary feeling of liquid oozing from my ears. My first conclusion was that my ears were bleeding. After quickly turning on my bedside light to see if the fluid was red, I was able to breathe a bit of relief when I found it to be clear and concluded it was watery and not bloody fluid. As I made my way to the bathroom to take care of business the fluid really started to flow. After, I sat to relieve my water waste the fluid flow shifted to my eyes. Almost as soon as my watery waste stream fluid flow began the stream of fluid from my ears shifted to my eyes. And, I was NOT feeling sad for the stream of water to be tears. As my waste stream moved to solid waste disposal the fluid flow moved to my nose. The watery stream shifted quickly and in association with how my wastes were flowing. The stream shifted quickly and was very disconcerting. It just seemed like an up swell of over-flowing clear fluid that finally stopped after my waste streams were cleared.

Why am I writing about this? It was a very strange experience. I later spoke to my acupuncturist about the incident and he said it was part and parcel of the purification my alchemical process was undergoing. The fluid flow was an indication of the damp heat rising. Each of the meridians connecting with the small intestine, gall bladder, bladder and governing meridian are Yang meridians (movement of heat) and end or begin in and around the ears, eyes and nose area.

I have been practicing various Qigong practices [Micro Cosmic Orbit and Embryonic Breathing practices] as well as Willow Waste White Tigress practices and my Advaita Vedanta: Ascension practice.

"The Vase of the Art of Alchemistry is the Soul (Yetzirah), the Fire of the Art is Spirit (Briah - the spiritual world or higher self) and the Furnace of the Art is the Body (Assiah). The Golden Solar Body is the fruit of the Great Work; Green Apples on the Tree of Life are yet, too young and inexperienced to undertake this journey." David Goddard, The Tower of Alchemy: An Advanced guide to the Great Work.

One more day in the life.

TO INFINITY

            AND BEYOND.

Ashoka Aurora Ishaya

www.kundaliniinitiator.com

www.ishayaintegralcoaching.com