Strange New Pains of Healing

Dearest All: Been feeling any measure of different pains, different days. In this now moment, of OUR Year of the Lord and Lady November 29, 2011. My bones are aching because they are healing. It feels really strange. How do I know this is truth. Well, the hurting is in all the locations where I broke bones or injured facia in my active life. Had numerous bike wrecks and ski falls and sprained ankles from sports. And, Boy O Boy do they talk back when this healing game of kundalini and The Golden Elixir starts to really flow through the system. At least it is my experience of late.

Resolution of the Paradox: Lots of Pain and Healing

My front teeth are hurting, I can remember getting smacked in the mouth during a racquetball match years ago. I had a busted lip for two months from that little injury. My left wrist is aching as well, broke it in fifth grade running more like falling on it in dodge ball. My right hand got squished in a bike wreck; went through reconstructive surgery and wore titanium pins in two fingers for eight or so weeks. My ankles are aching as well. Thanks to high school basketball. I can remember going up for a rebound and coming down on someone else's foot and hearing a crunching noise as I went to the floor in pain. Walked on crutches for weeks after that incident. Sprained them both at various times during basketball years. My ears are aching something awful too...The inner ear bones. [Listening to my Mother bitch for years, hurt my ears :)] Then I had two hip pointers from another bike wreck in my 20's and another knee injury from bike wrecks and ski falls. Not to mention seven years of Judo and Tai Kwan Doe. Well, I know this is healing and reading this list of aches makes me not wonder so much why I am aching. I did have a grand night of Flowing and Drinking  Nectar. It was so very hard to get out of bed this morning to face the pain in my body. Geez, I could barely walk for the bone pain this morning. Finally, made it to the hot tub to soak out the pain and heat up my Chi. Feelin' much better in the pm hours after a good steam bath as well.


Blessings Be to all those feeling any similiar pain. It ain't been too FUN! Glory daze do come at a price.
For Freedom is not FREE; someone always pays the price.

I have never smoked, not even waky tabacky. But, let me say that these times of drunken soberness - Satchidananda LSD days sure make me appreciate state training with those substances,,,. In small doses with folks around who understand the goals of training. Speaking of training............

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I can relate to some of these downhill falls. In Judo one learns the art of rolling and falling. The gang I skied with jokingly called me Eggplant...Headplant the Eggplant. Once upon a time, used to think that the fall was just as much fun as the ride, tumbling and rolling down the hill was fun. Gotta admit the charm of a Green powder packed slope holds more charm in these days of psychedelically painted pain filled moments of healing the Anamaya Kosha. Anybody up for some powder skiing???

Om, Shanti, Shanti, Shanti, hOMe.

Ashoka Aurora Ishaya
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Gnothi Seauton–Know Thyself

In some circles speaking of Thyself would indicate that one is only operating out of the Ego Self and that the Ethnocentric Self has yet to be developed or the World Centric Self is not even present. My intention in sharing my journey is to encourage others to walk the path of Self Knowledge. Specifically in regards to how this Alchemical journey is unfolding in my female body of late.

Most recently, as the O Soma Drop  has developed into a Running River of Bliss down my throat, feels like when you have a nose bleed but in this case it is not blood flowing down my throat. This flowing Nectar of Immortality has caused a new level of transformation in my digestive system. Months ago, I would feel the need to swallow occasionally to ease the passing of the fluid down my throat. Now I work to hold my throat open to allow for the fluid to just flow. Why do I add this practice to my regimen? Well with all the other body pains my neck/swallowing muscles were beginning to ache quite a bit. So, now I try NOT to swallow so much and just let it flow.

My understanding of this process is that the chemicals produced by my activated brain chemistry is now concentrating and activating the transformation of my digestive processes. What does that actually feel like in my body??? A burning sensation that at times reminds me of heart burn, a pretty severe case of it. The sensation begins in my stomach and flashes upward. I try to keep eating small portions of almonds, fruit and I found ginger chews aid to keep the accompanying nausea at bay as well. It gets really painful when my stomach is empty!!! Much worse in the morning after a night of drinking The Nectar of Immortality.

So, now in addition to my skull sutures aching, my ovaries pulsing at times, my breasts feeling like they are lactating, my thymus aching, my ears ringing for long periods of time every time a fire truck or police car drives by with it’s sirens wailing, my eyes burning when I read too long [which causes heat in my liver…] my stomach is feeling like someone built a campfire in it…literally!

YES, the joys and delights of Enlightenment. How do I love Thee, let me count the ways.

Supreme bliss comes to the Yogi whose mind is at Peace,
whose Passion has subsided and who is stainless and has become one with Brahman.
From the Jnaneswari text, Chapter 6, Verse 27 (Jnaneswari.com)
Ashoka Ishaya
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